Well, my goal went pretty fucking amazingly!!! I had such a wonderful time at my birthday party. i couldn’t imagine it could have gone much better. There wasn’t any drama, and one one person got sick, but they were totally fine. So my goal went very well. :)
My goal for tomorrow is to completely enjoy my 21st Birthday Party, and not to worry about drama, or other people. It’s hard for me to just let go sometimes and have a good time, and thats my goal. :)
This is someone the same dress size as me. It took me a while to actually find a picture of someone that wasn’t a random model wearing “plus sized” clothes. It was really nice and refreshing to see her when I google searched my dress size. I think she is a beautiful woman, and from what I saw that she does, she is a wonderful body positive woman that is making a difference. :)
I am anywhere between a 24 and a 28. It really depends on the style of the clothes or the dress. And as for what I am wearing… I just took a shower, so my glasses, a hair tie on my wrist and my gauges, lol.
Least favorite feature on my body is probably the dark spots I have under my arms and between my legs. I don’t think it looks good, and sometimes it makes me self conscious.
This is me now, well a few weeks ago, but I don’t look any different. Compared to my picture of me from yesterday, I am a completely different person as a whole. I have grown a lot of a person in the past 5 years. I have become more confident in my body and my sexuality and it makes me really happy with myself now. I am proud of how far I have come. I feel strong. :)
This is me I think in my Junior or Senior year of High School. I am sitting in my shop room. I went to a Regional Vocation Technical High School.. Lol, I know it’s a mouthful. I was in Graphic Communications. I made a lot of really cool stuff, like business cards, notepads, and even my own custom shirts. So about 5 or 6 years old. I don’t think I LOOK too much different now. Other than new glasses and my hair is a different color. And maybe my boobs are bigger. I look so young.
Oh goodness.. What DON’T I like about myself. I overthink a lot. I shouldn’t do that so much. I dont really like the dark patches of skin under my arms, and other places, but it’s something I have learned to just kinda get over.
Hmm. A list of things I like about myself?
My boobs, my eyes, my BIG heart, my hips, my arms, my legs, my nose, my open-mindedness, how little I truly do judge people, my ability to OWN a room, my facilitation skills, my acting and singing skills, and being Queer. I could keep going, but I think that’s enough for now. :)